Wow. I know I have not post anything fr the past 4 months. Really not in the mood. But now it's weird because exams is next week and I decided to blog now.

Have you ever felt that you are living, but deep inside know that you are not? That's what I've really been feeling for the past few months. Everyday, my life is like a broken movie player. Repeating and repeating the same scene all over again. Wake up in the morning, head to school, sit at lessons which are almost unbearable, go home, do homework, sleep. And the next day, the whole sequence begins again. Is this what life is meant to be? This just proves the theory that once we are born, our freedom is taken away. Life should not be this way. I hate it. Not life. But how I live.

However, my family and friends make it a little bit better. There will be short, happy moments everyday with friends and family. I emphasize again; SHORT. And weekends get a little bit better. Go out with family and friends to wherever, like the beach or just at home, enjoying one another's company. I love weekends. I feel that I am truly alive. On another thought, who does not like the weekends? And speaking of which, tomorrow is a weekend! (;

Really. This is just how I feel. Good luck for MYE! ((:

Yay! Sec 3 camp is around the corner already WOOH! So excited about it. Firstly, we are staying in a 4-star hotel! Secondly, there's only 2 in a room! Woo! Haha. Anyways havent really packed my bag. Yesterday went to buy snacks for the bustrip to Malacca Haha. Will eat and eat for 4 hours ;X LOL! Anyways today skipped band ;[ Really not feeling well. Aiyoh. Hope it gets better before Monday! If not very troublesome during the camp! Haha. Anyways I shall go and pack my bag now! =DDDD Yeah! BYE!!!

Okay so today as i mentioned from my previous post, had band. Went to school at 9.45am morning and was really feeling very sleepy! Saw the horn section and some other people loitering around the study area. Then prepared my instrument and etc. Went for sectionals but BenChia said that i should arrange my file and blahblah.

Then after that went to play LatinFavourites and Satchmo! as a section. Didn't really like it! Firstly, I was playing the second horn part! Meaning that i was playing counter melody thus, my notes don't really make any sense. Aiyah blame BenChia lah. Make me play 2nd horn. Okay then went for lunch! Wee~ YuZhen treated the whole section BubbleTea! Thanx thanx! Really appreciated it. Then ate kwaychup while we teased JinWee about the girl she like! But he refuses to tell us lo! He only told YiFan! Aiyah the truth will be revealed soon whatever you do lah.

Then had combined band pratice played songs blahblah. During the practice, i dropped my mouthpice! Aiyoh! I didn't even touch it and it dropped -.- I guess it was lose lo. So, BenChia gave me and option: To run 3 rounds around the school or do 100 push-ups in 21 days -.- So i was like "Obviously i will run lah" Okay then after band practice I ran 3 rounds and was so exhausted after that lo! So I will try never to drop any instrument-related objects ever again! Haha.

This is dedicated to my Orientation Class: 1R1 '10!

Hey guys! Thanx for being a very co-operative and fun class! Really made it a wonderful experience! Hope to see you all more often! And hope there's mentoring soon! Hope can mentor you all! Haha! Anyways i may not remember all of you and your names! So when we brush past each other anywhere, pls dun be disheartened when we do not notice you! Sorry! But try to remind us by saying Hi! XD Okay! Be good girls and boys okay! Haha!

Phew! It's Friday. Meaning that the weekends are here! XD Nothing much really happened for the past few days so nothing much to post. Anyways tomorrow there is band from 10-4.30 i think. So yeah keep me busy on Sat. But band rox anyways so NVM XD And tomorrow i will be treated to bubble tea - courtesy of my becoming-wonderful junior YuZhen. See I complimented you liao hor. Okay. Oh Yeah! Today i recited the pledge! Fortunately i didn't make a mistake. Surprisingly, Mr Wu(VP) advised me to slow down but saiid that it was very good (; and my English teacher said the same! Yay! So 1 point for me i guess? Okay so will update soon (I hope-really busy) So BYE!

P.S. If you were wondering, I am NOT joining the talent quest. Seriously no time for that. I also feel that i had shared my talent already so don't need an encore.

Anyways that's how i feel so pls ONLY make constructive criticism. Bye!

Mean what you say and do what you say.
And you might succeed as this is the only way.

Well I will mark this as the first day of 2010 for my blog. Anyways just finished studying for the Physics pre-mock-test tomorrow. Still haven't studied for BIO and Math! Okay, relax - breathe. Okay, So first week of school was very exhausting can? Don't forget PRESSURISING. Teachers keep saying that we are 3ple science pupils and they have 3ple the expectations! I guess the pressure is supposed to make us work harder.

Last Thursday was the first day of the Orientation for the sec 1s. Had Ice Breaking games! Woo~ Took Class 1R1. They rock can! Hah! Played blow wind blow and etc. Discussed our item preparation and decided that they will dance.

Then on Friday reported to school at 7am for prefect meeting in the early morning. Discussed this and that. Then went down for flag-raising duty. Very scary hor. After that reported to the hall to meet the sec 1s again. Then BlahBlah! Okay then went through activities like amazing race and flag-making which i found totally redundant. 'Cause we didn't even show it off to other classes and made it useless. Then SKIPSKIP.

At night OLs were supposed to sleep at 2am but ended up sleeping at 3.30! Patrolled around mah. Then caught naughty people gossiping away in the wee hours. Busted! But R1 very good! No one busted HA!

Okay Saturday woke up at 6am. Washed-up and went to R1 classroom to see if the boys were already awake. Turned out that most of them were! So I asked them to wash-up. Didn't expect the whole class to wake up when i said wash-up lo! Following that, we went for area cleaning but i needed to go for band during the parade. So left them ]: So changed to my band uniform and ate breakfast. Then BlahBlah

When it was time to say goodbye to my class. Felt so sad ); But hope to see them again during mentoring i guess? (; Hah!
Anyways today went to their classroom together with other OLs to give them a treat [; LOLLIES! So ex lo. So will force the sec 2 OLs to pay also! HAH! ChupaChups- The Pleasure of Sucking - LOL! Okay so will study for all sorts of test now! Will probably sleep at 9.30 BYE!! XD

Hohohoho I can definitely feel the Christmas spirit! But unfortunately that marks to the end of the wonderful holidays. That means that I can't blog and slack often. Haha. Time to dive into the piles of books and be studious to prepare for the coming Os in 1 year's time. Anyways, I am very excited next year! Firstly, new class, new uniform (long pants), new classmates, new classroom and so many more! So it will be exciting as the year unfolds! Yay! Haha.

On other news, I already finished my English and Mathematics homework! Yay! Also a quarter done with my Science and finishing humanities tomorrow! That means my homework will be eliminated by tomorrow! (I hope and pray) Good luck to all of you next year and hope that you guys had a wonderful holidays See you!

I will finish my homework tomorrow!
I will finish my homework tomorrow!
I will finish my homework tomorrow!
I will finish my homework tomorrow!

-Why bother fixing someone's unfixable attitude?

-Don't try to give me too much. I can only give you less. And it's unfair. To you.

-I don't want to ruin our friendship. So i won't admit it.

-Why is there an awkward wall between us? Although we don't even talk to each other. It's just hard to approach you.

-I tried my best. But you're the one who just don't want it.